The Plan

Spontaneous Acts of Love 

Intention - Idea - Vision

Reality Check...time to focus...time for action

What are my assets? 

A good strong healthy body and a great attitude. A life time of art. Ideas galore. A vision of healthy happy people playing and working together to co-create the most fun loving communities. 

The Idea 

Everything I own goes to my son Makiah Orion Miller...that translates to a lot of artwork and ideas to sustain a world of healthy happy people to make sure he is always surrounded by people who love and cherish him and appreciate the genius that he is. 

So, I visited the  Greater Cedar Rapids Community Foundation to discuss the possibility of getting money to start the Makiah O Miller Foundation. A very pleasant discussion with Karla Twedt-Ball lead me down that long lonesome bureaucratic road to very little money in the sometime distant future. My needs are IMMEDIATE!

So immediate that having you click on the DONATION BUTTON on the upper right corner of this page would probably be the best solution to getting the Makiah O Miller Foundation up and rolling. 

To begin the process of grant approval...the IRS non profit forms need to be filled out immediately. 

Volunteers Welcomed. 

The Vision 

To create an organization with a mission of creating healthy and happy people co-creating healthy and happy communities. With the soul intention of providing a place that supports the ultimate health of oneself. 

I would like to rival the Susan G Komen Foundation as an inspiration to health and well being. 

Remember the Donation Button

On the homeless Iowa poverty front lines today.....my friend The Ultimate Binge Drinker decided buying a new Chevy $45,000.00 truck before getting his drivers license might not be a good idea. 

Looking into local resources for the homeless, more on that tomorrow. 

Ninety percent of my nutrition source comes from Body by Vi .....joining this great organization would sure give me hope for my continued nutritional well being.

Will you meditate with me

Will you come play with me 

Will you join my team

Will you dance with me 

Its NEVER about THE MONEY.

"Warning of the possibility of a depression, Harkin Sept. 15 called for a job creation package bigger than Obama’s $447 billion proposal to jump start economic activity." 


Okay...let's say I have nothing....no money, no savings, no house, no credit, no job....nothing....BUT the assets that I AM. 


WE are all born individual unique miraculous beautiful creative geniuses...REMEMBER.....THE TRUTH. Everything in life is about RELATIONSHIPS.....understanding the TRUTH of our connection and relationship with THE CREATOR....defines all our other relationships. From that primary relationship we begin to co-create our perspective or VISION to who we are. That PLAY between BEST FRIENDS sets THE GAME in motion. 


Give me a hundred dollars, give me a thousand dollars, give me a million dollars, give me seven billion dollars, give me hundreds of trillions of dollars. Without the total FREEDOM to play with THE CREATOR in discovering and experiencing ONESELF.... Money just keeps the SYSTEM continuing down the path of misery, slavery and desperate actions of attempting to fulfill an empty vessel. 


When DEPRESSED the ONLY cure is to connect with THE CREATOR ....the source of all abundance. Especially through the knowledge and wisdom of LOVE and its VITAL importance to life. 


So, Tom.......give me ONE PERCENT of that total package to EDUCATE the nation on how to get out of being DEPRESSED and get into a relationship with THE CREATOR that CHANGES and TRANSFORMS ....EVERYTHING. 


So Tom.....just shine the LIGHT on Iowa's Face of Poverty.....and watch the nation start to shift in being more healthy and happy and content with creating from THE SOURCE.............. The New America Renaissance.....Mount Vernon Iowa with the assistance of the Makiah O Miller foundation and the wisdom of it's amazing ELDERS....MainStreet Mount Vernon Iowa USA is creating and designing a SYSTEM based on putting the individual unique miraculous beautiful creative genius of THE CHILDREN in a top priority position of our new nation. Networking the geniusness of the children with the geniusness of the ELDERS and the geniusness of everyone else TOGETHER....vibrant new vital systems of creative well being will sprout to form the most dynamic family and community structures of sustainability. 


Great Nutrition...Great Exercise...with the most AMAZINGLY Healthy ATTITUDE....is the real solution. All three aspects combined with those THREE aspects that are most ESSENTIAL to life.....Consciousness, the Original ONE Cell and the HEART beat.....all three combining to AWAKEN the nation.....can life be more simple or easy or fulfilling or FREE or healthy or happy or PERFECT.....with the ultimate VISION of your own Paradise Utopia ...each step in the JOURNEY is another step in HEAVEN. 


This morning I was Blessed to connect with a meditation with THE BELOVED concerning FORGIVENESS and LOVE, an ACTIVE FEELING meditation of forgiving all the abuse, dysfunction, stupid pathetic habitual bad game playing, with the REAL REALITY of beautiful pure perfect love that ALWAYS IS ....ALWAYS HAS BEEN...and ...ALWAYS WILL BE.....EVERYTHING IN THE MATERIAL WORLD, and all worlds are created from THE THREE....nutrition-exercise-attitude....consciousness-Original ONE Cell- Heart Beat....height-width-depth....to AWAKEN AMERICA to The New American Renaissance.....throw ALL the 447 billion dollars into the FIRE of this passionate heart.....the TRUE face of poverty in IOWA....is this heaven, no it's Iowa ? 




ps. Caroline just stopped by upset that she heard THEY are now lacing marijuana with meth in order to get the children addicted......I reminded her that the greatest HIGH is BEING oneself....and the art of listening or MEDITATION is the pathway 'drug' to that blissful state of being. pelodom

The Freedom to Play

Life is about FREEDOM....Freedom to play to one's hearts' content....passionately, wholeheartedly, engagingly....always using every part of one's geniusness to play for the perfect prize...for the perfect life...for the ultimate dream, for the most ideal love, for the grandest experience of pleasure....I have found it amazing what games WE all play that make this world go round and round and round.....

Not only the wild wacky games boys play to collect yet another toy to play with... whether a new car, new boat, new mistress, new sports event, new country to conquer, or new experience to cherish.....and yes girls and their games can be very complex and intriguing, full of twists and turns and chaotic plots of mastering the perfect relationship for the ultimate excitement of pure pleasure or pure safety or pure need to be loved.

Game Framers by Aaron Dignan opens the mind to the ultimate games people can create to play all encompassing healthy wealthy truth seeking reality based games. It is all a huge step up from the old 1964 classic  Eric Berne masterpiece, " Games People Play. "  The big step is in FREEDOM to CREATE your own game. For me, The Ultimate Invitation goes out to you......

Just a note on my own game and game playing. I grew up innocent and naive in a pretty perfect community where everyone loved and cared for one another and we could even survive perfectly well from eating our landscaped neighborhood of the delicious fruit from the apple, plum, cherry trees...rhubarb was bountiful. Life was perfect. I grew up with little to few desires or wishes as I had everything ....especially that one thing that made me feel so complete and whole.....the amazingly perfect love of my mom and dad and sister. The foundation of wealth is really based on the WHOLENESS of self love....the more you get to experience as a child the more health and happiness and dancing you will be able to do as an adult. Self love is the game changer....it changes all the dysfunctional abuse and bad habits ....into empowering oneself to master the art of being a game designer. We have come a long way baby!

In mastering my own game of creating and designing systems of utopia I need not go much further than TOUCH....our skin is our greatest sensing cellular organ....HUGE....in America, probably in the world...WE live in a culture that shuns touching....touching is probably the greatest physical pleasure know to oneself. Can you imagine a life without FEELING.....a life without being TOUCHED......as a man, some parts of the body bring more pleasure than others, as a man I can only be envious and jealous and AMAZED at that most amazing pleasure organ that women have that WE men have NOT A CLUE about .....the life of Clitoris.....

As well, maybe WE men have NOT A CLUE about pleasure and the real games that need to be created for the ultimate health and wealth of the world.

Maybe "boy toys" are the ultimate life has to offer.....infinite and eternal blessings to creating your most perfect game!

A heavenly suicide into Paradise Utopia

A full day of tailgating at the front door to Kinnick Stadium watching the Iowa Hawkeyes come from the largest come from behind victory in their history.

My sister and husband had gone to the game leaving Makiah and I in charge of the big screen tv and the small gathering of people watching the game on the side of their brand new Winnebago View motor home.

Makiah would rather be ON the field Playing than watching....so during most the game we played catch in the parking lot. It ended up everyone wanted to play with him as they thought he was amazing. With some coaching from an expert his throwing improved to WOW level. He felt good about being the new Ricky Stanzi on campus.

After the game we walked about three or four miles to pick up my car....he did a great job with the walk. Then drove to Marion to deliver him to his brother Nick, for a night of playing and bonding.

I returned to Mount Vernon to take a shower and prepare myself for the night. The World's Most Amazing Mom was HOME and we had a dialogue. She felt that I really needed sleep. She thought I looked distraught.  She offered some sleeping pills and I settled for a short back message. She left. I rested for a couple minutes. Then got up full of energy and took a shower and prepared myself for another night of 'whatever' meditation.  I headed over to Allie Chapel on the Cornell College Campus. I put down my pendleton blanket, lite a candle and started to listen to the silence. Quickly, I was told to give up life and death. I was feeling complete about life. I had everything and MORE, everything and TOO MUCH. I began RELEASING everything about life and death. I started to get antsy. I couldn't sit...I started wanting to commit suicide. I starting crying hysterically. I didn't have any real desire to live anymore. I didn't want to live life without MY BELOVED. I meditated between my crying attacks on any addictions or sickness attached to my relationships. Nothing. I was cleared to proceed with my ultimate vision of suicide. Paradise Utopia.

Makiah was born at HOME. I delivered him from his wildly screaming MOM early morning June 22 1999 after a wonderful evening drumming meditation at Palisades Park outside Mount Vernon. First responders and the ambulance arrived in time to hurry the three of us to Mercy Hospital in Iowa City. Where baby Makiah was rushed to University Hospitals while exhausted MOM was told..."your discharged NOW"
We followed shortly to find our new child in intensive care unit full of wires and tubes. MOM checked herself into the hospital for a couple days of needed rest. Because of acute aortic stenosis a heart operation followed.....and since that first day he returned HOME, he slept between MOM and DAD...not just for a month or two til he could sleep in his crib but years and years followed of Makiah sleeping between US...til the last years when Tia, MOM's ugly untrained boxer took my place in the bed and I slept alone upstairs.

For some reason I had been imprinted with my Paradise Utopia vision of the THREE of us cuddled together in the warm love of that blissful FAMILY bond. We were BLESSED. Despite ALL the dysfunction. I just wanted to escape from being homeless and return to that perfect blissful way of being a FAMILY unit...hugging my two BELOVED LOVES....and falling peacefully to my death full sleep. I cried and sobbed as I felt the experience unfolding. I knew that if I could meditate complete WAKEFULNESS by a simple desire, that the act of 'disconnecting' or death would be so simple. I was anxious to go HOME. I put on my sweat shirt and jacket and started walking quickly home to my eternal sleep.

I drew a simple line drawing titled, Paradise Utopia ....and three simple line drawings of MOM...MAKIAH...DAD. Then got into my lovely large soft warm bed and said "GOOD-BYE" to this world and everyTHING in it.

..................................................................... I WOKE UP!   AGAIN!!! After a couple of hours of sleep, the first sleep in nine days..... I was wide awake, and completely dumbfounded.

The Beloved

My transition of being homeless lead me to Iowa City.

I hung out with a friend, sharing the meditation techniques of The Awakened One. The Awakened One is a wooden sculpture that was given to me by a friend several decades ago. The statue is from the Sung Dynasty in China. My friend Liesel grow up in china as her dad was employed by Standard Oil back in the early 1920's. The Awakened One is my favorite piece of art.

I have decided to sell the artwork to support my work of spreading the message of ENLIGHTENMENT and the New American Renaissance. I hope to engage China, India and America in purchasing The Awakened One in order to create, design and finance a new program of cultural exchange. I am hoping Aung Sun Suu Kyi of Burma will facilitate the sale.

I started my meditation on the ped mall late...in time to see the students rush out of the bars and bustle home in the chilled air. I was engaged in a conversation by a young bright philosophy student. She was dragging an adult boy toy with her, he stood nearby speechless as Mother Mary talked about her four year old daughter and about having just come from having sex on the nearby bank rooftop, apparently one of her new found pleasures in life. She wanted my pendleton blanket. She was bright and inquisitive, wanting to know everything I knew about life .....she wanted MORE but really couldn't define what that might mean....she grabed her man-boy toy and walked into the night.

I decided to head over to my favorite place in town. The meditation room at University Hospitals. It was the year anniversary of Makiah's heart surgery. A traumatic time of replacing both his heart valves by Dr. Tom Davis. Everything has seemed to be perfect. This last year has brought amazing new maturity and growth and happiness to ALL of us. I spent about six hours in GRATITUDE.

And came away with visions of THE BELOVED, and knowing our hearts were ONE and the same.

How silly I seem to myself, the most simple profound TRUTHS sometimes seem so hidden in the muck.

goodnight John Boy.
goodnight Clitoris.

The Naked Truth....appeared on the bottle of one of my favorite beverages, Naked Juice. I awoke this morning in The USA Enterprise ll asking what is the naked truth.......

"WE are all born individual unique miraculous beautiful creative geniuses."  the basic foundation of naked truth. Without this as the foundation of truth, life can just get messy confusing and downright pain full at times.

I picked Makiah up at school to enjoy one of my all time favorite activities in life, 'walking Makiah home from school' .....we talked about plans for the evening and decided a trip to Ames to see mom and grandma, The World's Greatest Mom,  would be just perfect.

There was a small problem, because of lack of money my car had been sitting in the driveway for the past month and a half, no car insurance. My old high school buddy and now The Worlds Biggest Binge Drinker had called a couple days earlier and asked if I would be his chauffeur, because he didn't have anyone else to drive him around to get his basic groceries, which lately consisted of a short ride in the direction of the grocery store then with the words " I feel really sick would you take me back home." .....anyway, I hurriedly called my insurance company and literally good neighbor to see how much it would be. Interestingly enough because my good driver policy had elapsed, I was now on high risk rate. My old policy was 320 dollars for full coverage...NOW it was 560 dollars for just the basic liability. Nothing like being in GOOD HANDS.  I called my buddies Power of Attorney to ask for the insurance money to pay to be a chauffeur...I decided to ask for just one month as I was contemplating my options...like hiring a limo anytime I wanted to go somewhere and probably save money. We were off to see MOM.

I hadn't been able to see much of Makiah since I was asked to leave the house and a lot of 'changes' had taken place so I was excited to spend time with connecting to see how he was really doing...we had a great two hour drive....we laughed a lot, mostly about sneaky cops eating donuts. We stopped at the casino to visit the gift store to see if my favorite pendleton blanket was still there. It was. A Sioux Eastern Star blanket that reminded me of one of my mentors Black ElkWallace . Sometime I will wear that blanket in honor of Wallace. When the money flows.

Seeing mom was heavenly. Decided just sitting in THE PRESENCE of my ninety one year mom is the greatest gift of all.....she was SO HAPPY to see and be with Makiah and me. We were having a great time when the phone rang and it was our other AMAZING mom. The conversation was great and 'I love you's " exchanged, but immediately after Makiah said good-bye he got sick, felt like an upset stomach and throwing up.....we went out doors for some fresh air ....he really wanted to sleep in our traveling home. I was really really comfortable. He slept late. While I felt integrated and energized by being next to him all night .....still no sleep for me.

Okay, let's take a look at the sleep issue. If consciousness is THE SOURCE of energy or our life force and is connected to ALL living things everywhere in all the universes...WE KNOW consciousness never sleeps......and .....since that most miraculous wondrous moment when the sperm cell and egg cell INTEGRATED into that individual unique miraculous beautiful creative genius WE.....and then divided into the 100 trillion cells making up the body....THE ONE CELL never never sleeps........and since the first beat of the heart within the embryo....WE KNOW the heart never sleeps .....so .....sleep isn't at all necessary as long as ONE is well INTEGRATED and CONSCIOUSLY connected......no sleep has it's benefits and BEING TOTALLY AWAKENED still means allowing for dream time if DESIRED.

The Awakened One

Where the butterfly lands

Sometimes the most innocent beautiful free loving 'butterfly' can create such AMAZING chaotic conflict and pain inducing insanity.....

Knowing the TRUTH of oneself can fulfill the body with such amazing SELF LOVE that miracles are the every moment dance of life. And the FLOWER of LIFE can then transform the world.

Meditation is the ART of LISTENING....sensing in all aspects the form and function and movement of consciousness...the blood of all life.

Today, seeing clearly the issues that FREEDOM bring to society and our culture our communities our families and our own empowerment....leave me with a sense of embracing THE TRUTH of the SELF.

The USA Enterprise is driving across America with the INTENTION of restoring the Art of Greatness to this nation. In reality it all gets down to a very personal level of engagement with oneself.

 How much can I love thee.

Until the personal connection to THE SOURCE is made there is no grounding to the source of truth.  Without grounding to the source....games of painful conflicting chaos is the order of the day.

So....from the USA Central Command Center to Randy driving The USA Enterprise across America to the heartland these are the 'orders' of the day.

Connect the ONES....kinda like connecting the dots to GET THE PICTURE.

WE ARE ALL ONE.   Consciousness is the life force that connects US ALL. Everywhere in Everything. The flow, the energy, the form, the love, the essence of THE NETWORK. Know CONSCIOSNESS.

BE and Know the original ONE cell that was created out of the TWO. Be oneself is the ultimate goal of education. By focusing THE ONE consciousness into THE ONE original cell....the hardware is plugged in.
Then by connecting THE ONE with THE ONE with THE ONE HEART ...the human biocomputer is PROGRAMMED.  Once the three ONE dots of life are connected, get out of the way as Paradise Utopia is being co-created and co-designed NATURALLY.....because EVERYTHING is connected into THE PROGRAM or GAME of how healthy and happy can WE possibly BE.

Can you imagine a world of the most beautiful abundant wealth giving butterflies flying freely everywhere. ENLIGHTENING everything that they come in contact with.....here comes the USA Enterprise, restoring the ART of Greatness to our nation.